I remember the feeling you once gave me
The comforts of home
Those strong arms I fell into so many times before
How they held all the pieces together until I regained the strength to hold them on my own
Tonight, we are no longer lovers, barely awkward friends
I want nothing more than to shatter on your chest
To let the silence of this room echo off our colliding breasts
I have never felt as invisible as I do tonight
These are your friends. Nothing less should have been expected, right?
I crave human contact, but not like this.
Being in a room full of people, each breath a suffocating loneliness
Their eyes dart as they try to pick this torn girl apart
I don’t know what I’m doing here either
I was invited, so I figured why not?
You are the only comfort here, the only person whose glare I do not fear
I will not fall into you
Better yet, let me fall through you
Once and for all, you can leave my broken past behind you